______I did not know what happened to me after that day. It feels like I was just an
epitaph of the past, a
wraith of my former self. Losing all of the memories made my heart yield the fruit of hatred. Everytime, when I'm at school, I was always asking myself, "Who are these people worrying about me?", "What are my relations to them?", "What are they talking about?", and sometimes I'm holding back to ask if, "Are you my friend or my foe?", "Are you important to me?". All of these questions are stocked at my mind. Doubting to ask it to others, that I might hurt them even more.
______My name is Akire Suzuo, 14 years old. Before that day, October 8, 2012, I was contented, expecting to have a very happy day tomorrow. But then, an accident followed me. Me and my friends were enjoying the laughter,
quaffing some iced tea, and sharing some of our tricky secrets in our life when a loud clashing sound took our attention. Due to that, we all followed the sound, and I come up to the point that I slipped at our
chandelier and accidentally bumped my head to a rock below me.What I see is a blurred surroundings, blood and hearing
vociferate voices of friends pleading me to stay. But it is too late. I never knew that this will happen. My parents were so sad. The doctor said that I have an amnesia. Everyone's so worried. They thought I'm gonna die at that time. But lucky me! I did not.
______ After my operation, I came back and study. It's already October 25 that time.Of course, I lost my memories, so I don't know anyone. I have no choice but to ask questions on how they know me. They say, I'm a
connoisseur, always judging the work of art of others, a very cheerful person, talkative, and many more. I'm so speechless. I don't have any clues about myself, On who I am. Sometimes, I just want to
resuscitate from this nightmare. But know, it's impossible.All alone these time, this feeling without friends around you is
ennui. Boredom, will lead me to unconsciousness to my surroundings.
______But then one day, my friend, Neeron asked me to look at our previous pics and videos. Every time that I'm seeing a picture that I'm in, my brain is in malady,pain and CHAOS. Mixed emotions. Love, betrayal, trust, hatred, pain, guilt, pity, and other emotions is in me. What will I do now? Not noticing, I fainted. I just find out myself in my room, with tears in my cheeks. Surrounded by my love ones, I hugged them all. Remembering the things they've done to for me, makes my feeling s warm in my heart.
______Now I knew it all, I will not be alone again. Wearing a smile in my face, is the very intense feeling that I've felt. Thanks to them, I'll be living strong and better from now on.